Venting

I have been so bad about not posting. I have so many posts written and yet I wonder how honest I really want to be in my blogging. I mean the truth of the matter is we do have a nice life we are healthy and happy. But, being a widowed mother of two at nearly 46 is not easy. It's lonely and frustrating! I fear in posting as I have on fb too many people think pity party and that is not the case at all. I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me but the truth of the matter is I need to vent.

I think this post is coming from reaching out to a new widow today. It's so hard to get past those first few months only to have everyone think okay because we have moved on so should you. My heart breaks for these new widows.